Blue Lou

BlUe LoU ... It's You...

You came into my life how and when I didn't know. You stayed and made me feel so good. Life was comfortable, stable, secure and peaceful and you brought this to me by just being there and being you. Your smile what just what I needed, your hand on my shoulder made me feel I could do what I wanted and know you're there right behind me. Your hug made me sure that the world was a great place and I knew I was happy and safe.
You left and the world shook from under my feet. You took with you the light and joy and comfort and security and peace. It was time to wake up and smell the coffee and you brought the coffee to me!

BlUe LoU... The REAL you..

You still love me like I love you,
You're still the one I sleep hugging,
You make me feel like its all how it should be,
You're still the same as you were the first day I met you,
You're still the only one who has the pleasure of being in my company every night! ;)

I miss you BLue LoU....

If I...

If my eyes don't open tomorrow...
... Will you stop fighting?
... Will be calm?
... Will you stop bothering about the insignificant things???

If my eyes don't open tomorrow...
... Will you miss me?
... Will you wonder, "what if?"
... Will you wish you'd make it different?

If my eyes don't open tomorrow...
... Will you care more than just that moment?
... Will you think it was real?
... Will you wish our dreams came true?

If my eyes don't open tomorrow...
... Will you remember you read this?
... Will it make your hair stand?
... Will you think, "Shit, did she know this was coming?"
... Will you wish you told me you loved me?
... Will you wish I would have never gone?
... Will you wish you didn't miss me so?

Why wait till my eyes don't open...
Don't call me crazy for being expressive...
I just like to make sure the world knows...!
Life is too short for worries and carrying baggage.
Its too short for letting go...
Think... of what all is around you...
See where you want to be...
Do what you want to do... and pray to god to give you all the strength to endure all you have to in life..!

... More

I look back at times...
I look at time today....
All I can say,
is that I want more.

My friends,
The ones I love,
The ones I miss...
And now I miss more.

I see you,
Think of you,
Love you,
Miss you even more.

We're all in each others lives for a reason,
We need not know why,
I'm ignorant to that question,
As, you in my life I want more...

I'm on one of those moods as you can see today. You are all people who come to mind when I wrote this on my blog today, so I thought I must tag you so you know... :)
You're being thought of by someone far away!! :) Specials smiles and moments... that once made my day.
Lots of love to you all and missings ofcourse!

Kasauli love! :)

Something I wrote in June 2008... came across it and realised it never got published! :) I havent been to Kasauli since then... but it is one of my happy places for me! :)

its raining outside... :D
the weather is soo nice... :D
i love waking up to this... :D
i'm soo happy, so at peace... :D
im spreading the joy... :D
cause im in a world of bliss... :D
can't seem to wipe off this smile... :D
which is slightly hard to come by... :D
i feel alive... i feel sane... i feel peaceful... i feel ... everything... :D
there is nothing that can bring me down... :D
there is nothing that can take this away from me... :D
it makes me look at things soo differently... :D
it makes me a better person... :D the person i want to be.. :D
who would have though all this could come from a place... ??
a place called Kasauli... :D

if you've been here... you know exactly what i'm saying... the fresh air, the lovely weather, rain or not. i dont know if its being so much higher than sea level or more oxygen in the air.. lol... it just works wonders for everyone... the long walks, the lots of yum food... the feeling of being away from the hustle bustle... its just the most amazing feeling in the world. the phone doesnt work properly here ... *so whatchya gonna do??*
i have to admit, i love that feeling of dissconnecting every once in a while. I am going to make it a point to be back here soon enough/often enough while i'm in the country anyway! :)

ThE nEw AiRtEl AdS!

Call me a sucker for mush....
The new Airtel ads just get to me in less than a second! Vidya Balan and Madhavan. What a phenomenal pair. And them being romantic over that! Makes everyone want their other half to be exactly like that! Over and above that, the crush I had on Madhavan as a girl doesn't help! The man smiles and I'm floored! Then, there he goes being the most romantic, head over heels in love man. Gosh I wish I had that! :)
Don't we all! Its funny how I am getting sick and tired of this we have a guy, we don't! Its what I want... or oohh ohh nope it ain't! I think its just better to be living in the world of fantasy. Its much easier and workable!
Anyway, back to the reason for writing. The cuteness of the ads, the hubby not leaving cause he's going to miss the wife. The hubby calling soo many times cause he misses her and calling to say good night! Anyone else in those ads would not have done justice to it the way these two do...
Not really relevant but I do love these ads. And they are soo worth the mention :)

Something for Arash....

This is a photo clicked by a friend of mine called Arash. The quote under the photo read, "Moon - Clouds - Aww, all I need is a poem..."
So I volunteered to write him one. Little did I know I would have to work with some guidelines!
Arash asked me to come up with a poem using the following words.. MEHDI BABA, MOON, CLOUDS, NIGHT, THE WIFE & SUBLIME. This is what I came up with in 15 minutes!! LOL I find it a bit a of a laugh myself!

Its such a bright night,
Even though there isn't a star in sight,
As the coulds keep them hidden,
Along with the moon that's so smitten with the sky's sublime beauty!
Enjoying this scenic view,
Are Mehdi Baba and the wife,
Sitting hand in hand,
Thinking of how much more they can stand,
Of this totally cheesy yet gorgeous sight,
And with that thought they call it a night!

Two becoming one....

One needs to be happy no matter what time in their life.
Phases keep changing and one must accept those changes and happily move on living their life.
Here are a few words I wish to express!

When two decide to become one,
It takes time,
It takes love,
It takes trust,
It takes commitment,
It takes effort,
It takes understanding,
It takes communication,
It takes work.
AS they say you clap with two hands not one. That phase of becoming one and understanding one has to be both sided. The things I've mentioned above need to all be both sided. I repeat, As they say, you clap with two hands not one.
As time goes by one needs to realise its not just 'ME'. Its 'US'. Once this realization is made and acknowledged its the best thing in the world. One knows that they are no longer alone. That's the best feeling in the world if you ask me. Someone to lean on, someone to be with, someone to live life with, the good and the bad.

Have you found your someone to lean on? Or you still trying to make sure? Either way, make sure you give it your best shot. Roll up your sleeves, kick away the slack. Make the effort to make that other person feel just that little bit special. IT goes a LONG way. If nothing else do it for everyone every now and then. Make them happy. All you get in return is good thoughts, wishes and blessings! :)
Here's wishing all of you out there good luck in finding your other half to become one.

Why...

Why does it happen...
That we go through certain phases in life...
Even once we've crossed and passed them...
They come back to haunt us...
I've had the most amazing time...
I've been hurt...
I've hurt myself...
I've been blamed for someone else's grief...
Yet I don't blame anyone for mine...
Why is it so hard to behave like adults...
Why can't the others see the brighter light?
Why is it that its soo hard for things to go back to how they were...
Why... maybe because its not in my stars...
Why do you blame me when you agreed with me...
Why do you run away from me...
Why is it soo hard...
Then again... Why is it so hard for me to understand...
Why is it so hard to fully let go...
Why do I still see some hope someday...
Why can't I let go...
Of a few facts and things I might want...
I've moved on in life...
Yet I see things the way I want...
I know which might not always be possible...
But I keep trying to see if things may my way...
Why they ask.... To which I say...
Why not?

Just....

With the good comes the bad,
With the happy comes the sad,
With the light comes the dark,
Mixed emotion with every spark.

Its how we feel,
Its what we do,
Its unreal how its me,
And all of you.

I Love You

Here's something I wrote for a few very very good friends of mine!

These three words hold soo much joy in ones life.
We tend to ignore this when we really should cherish it every time we hear it.
I have my aunt's 5 year old who I am visiting right now. Spending some time with him, reading him a book before he sleeps and tucking him into bed with a kiss and a hug gives me my rewarding "I love you Rhea didi!"
Hearing those 5 words makes me melt every time without fail.

I have always believed in telling everyone what I feel. If its me missing them, or that I love them. I truly believe that it is one of the most important things. One must always know how they feel and make sure that their loved one's know how they feel about them.

Things that have happened in my life, good or bad and experiences that have happened with me. I can't go back in time and change them. Sometimes I really wish I could, believe me!
But even though I still feel that I've lead a great life and its all because of all of you!
You've all been a part of my life and made it what it is for me.
I love and cherish each and everyone of you!
MY life wouldn't have been the same without you!

So here's to never loosing you from my life and to tell you all how much I love you and how much you all mean to me!
Thank you for being a part of my life and being a part of me!