Why...

Why does it happen...
That we go through certain phases in life...
Even once we've crossed and passed them...
They come back to haunt us...
I've had the most amazing time...
I've been hurt...
I've hurt myself...
I've been blamed for someone else's grief...
Yet I don't blame anyone for mine...
Why is it so hard to behave like adults...
Why can't the others see the brighter light?
Why is it that its soo hard for things to go back to how they were...
Why... maybe because its not in my stars...
Why do you blame me when you agreed with me...
Why do you run away from me...
Why is it soo hard...
Then again... Why is it so hard for me to understand...
Why is it so hard to fully let go...
Why do I still see some hope someday...
Why can't I let go...
Of a few facts and things I might want...
I've moved on in life...
Yet I see things the way I want...
I know which might not always be possible...
But I keep trying to see if things may my way...
Why they ask.... To which I say...
Why not?

Just....

With the good comes the bad,
With the happy comes the sad,
With the light comes the dark,
Mixed emotion with every spark.

Its how we feel,
Its what we do,
Its unreal how its me,
And all of you.

I Love You

Here's something I wrote for a few very very good friends of mine!

These three words hold soo much joy in ones life.
We tend to ignore this when we really should cherish it every time we hear it.
I have my aunt's 5 year old who I am visiting right now. Spending some time with him, reading him a book before he sleeps and tucking him into bed with a kiss and a hug gives me my rewarding "I love you Rhea didi!"
Hearing those 5 words makes me melt every time without fail.

I have always believed in telling everyone what I feel. If its me missing them, or that I love them. I truly believe that it is one of the most important things. One must always know how they feel and make sure that their loved one's know how they feel about them.

Things that have happened in my life, good or bad and experiences that have happened with me. I can't go back in time and change them. Sometimes I really wish I could, believe me!
But even though I still feel that I've lead a great life and its all because of all of you!
You've all been a part of my life and made it what it is for me.
I love and cherish each and everyone of you!
MY life wouldn't have been the same without you!

So here's to never loosing you from my life and to tell you all how much I love you and how much you all mean to me!
Thank you for being a part of my life and being a part of me!