Blessed... Yet broken...
What is this feeling inside?
I have it all around me, yet the one thing I want the most, is lost...
The more I look around, the more I see it, the more I know I don't have it.
I don't deny, that it's there... But one needs to feel it from time to time if not always...
I know life has been hard, harder than expected, but the least we can do is spread the love...
That doesn't take much does it...
One hug is all I need to face the world...
A few soft words is all I need to keep me strong...
Cuddles and a loving wake up call can make me prove the world wrong...
You are my biggest strength and my biggest weakness...
I don't have it in me to be okay around you...
Distance does us wonders, no matter how bad that sounds.
I don't doubt your love or your efforts, it just works differently for others...
I'm loosing my mind, just because you and I are breaking....
How long do I continue faking?
All its doing is making us drift apart....
And I don't have it in my heart... To be selfish and hurt you for my happiness...
So, I'd much rather stay this way...
Cry my tears away, in my solitude...
And hope and pray for a new start for the both of us...
Here's wishing you the peace and quiet you so desperately need...
And here's wishing me my life, which I so desperately miss...
Bless yet broken is the feeling inside...
Contradictory in nature is that line... But contradiction is becoming the story of my life...
