One of the hardest things to deal with is an aching heart. Over and above that, if one doesn't have the support that is needed, its like a total killer...
Its like going to war... Just alone...
You're aching for certain things in your life... And no matter how hard it may be, you know you'll come out a winner at the end. But you have to go through the aches and pains and sometimes that just feels so so hard. Over and above that, the few people who know what you are going through, probably have enough going on for themselves, so knowingly or un-knowingly do and say things without thinking.
Anyway, there is no real point for this blog... I have a gazillion thoughts in my mind and they are driving me crazy... Some people around me not talking to me is just not helping the cause... Anyway... 'This too shall pass' has been my punchline lately and worked really well till tonight... I guess its just taking a little longer to set in...
Aching... and aching alone... :( its the worst feeling in the world and I don't wish it upon anyone else ever.