Thursday, December 27, 2012

Things...

movies with you...
endless chats...
random arguments...
you knowing how to tick me off...
you knowing how to make me ok...
dancing around like crazy...
listening to music...
random drives and dinners every now and then...
you holding my hand while driving and changing gears...
the little things that you always knew...
your want to see me...
your want to know me...
our hopes and dreams...
our hugs...
our kisses...
our time...
us...

... I miss...

Thursday, December 20, 2012

We fit...

Your hand and mine...
Your arms, around me...
Your shoulder and my head...
Your embrace and my comfort...
Your understanding and my gaze...
Your hug and my safe place...
Your lips and mine...
Your eyes and mine...

... We fit ...


Before I say it... You know...
Before I think it... You know...
Before I feel it... You know...

You made me... See...
You made me... Be...
You made me... Feel...
You made me... Me...



Monday, December 17, 2012

Love vs. Fear

In life, we learn as we grow... Rather as the years pass, as the experiences and interactions increase...
Life happens, life and time teach. Blessed are those who see and learn along the way, and blessed are those too who need to keep going through experiences to make their journey worth the while.

One of the most recent realizations for me, which I always knew, but actually executed very recently is knowing that all decisions made are made out of either fear or love... each and every action of ours can be connected to either of these emotions. 


The decision and choices we make out of fear are not wrong... just differently driven... But once you realize that the choices driven by love are FAR stronger and have a much higher, positive impact, you wonder why the hell you were driven by fear in the first place. 


We need to do things in life that make US happy. Its easier said that done, but it needs to be done. Not to mean that we need to be selfish, but, selfless with maybe some 'me' time would work better :)


A very recent switch in my thinking made me realize this. When I stopped being fearful of silly things, or worrying and over thinking things... I noticed that in the moment, I make all my decisions and choices out of love. And it made me happier. Which in turn, made everyone else happier too. Spreading smiles, hugs, happiness is what we should all want to do at all times. The world will be a happier a place, and so will your own space. 


Fear can become like a beast... an inner beast we all have, need to acknowledge and live with. The challenge is to live cordially with it and not let it take over. We must traverse life alongside that inner beast and come to peaceful terms with it. :)


Life is happening constantly, we all have a past, and the future will be. For now, we must learnt to live in the moment, and make sure we are conscious of our choices and decisions. Also trying to make sure they always come from love and not fear...

Love vs fear... Love wins hands down... :)

Friday, December 7, 2012

Here...

Here is where I found me...
Here is where I found you...
Here is where I understood... All that you needed me to see...
Here is where I learn...
Here is where I yearn...
Here is where I see... What life has taught me...
Here is where I come... When I need peace...
Here is where I come... To iron out any crease...
Here is where I can be... Whoever it is I want to be...
Here is where I want to be...

Because if not for here... There would be no me... 

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

What if... ?


I want to marry you...
Have kids with you...
Build us a house together...
Settle down and grow old with you...
Die in your arms with i'm 110 years old! 
I want a lifetime...
I say things like that and you fight the urge to run int he opposite direction...
Its okay, I understand...
I didn't, but now I do... 
You're just getting started and I've been doing this for a long time now...
Deep down, I'm there... and you're not ready yet... 
So...
I'll wait...
I'll wait and wait until you're ready...
But what if... While I'm waiting, I meet someone who is ready to give me what I want from you?