Monday, May 20, 2013

Rose tinted always...

There I go again...
Being myself...
Walking down the path...
Doing what I have to do...
Being told a million times, not to let myself bare again...
But I can't help it...
It is who I am...
It is what makes me... Me...

There I go again...
Opening up my sould...
Letting you into my  thoughts, hopes, dreams and fears...
My spirit, my future... Me...
Being as naked as I can be.
No holding back...
As always...
Does that scare you?

There I go again...
Making something I want to make...
Building something I want to build...
Trying to live a dream I've dreamed for a long time coming...
Am I doing the right thing?
Will you let me down or help me fly?
Wait a minute... Do you even want to try?

There I go again...
Thinking too much...
Doing too much...
Trying too much?
Missing too much...
Forgetting the essential thing...
Patience.

There I go again...
Opening up my sould...
Letting you into my  thoughts, hopes, dreams and fears...
My spirit, my future... Me...
Being as naked as I can be.
No holding back...
As always...

There I go again...
The difference is...
Now I see... Now I be...
In the moment and nothing more...
Realizations, so many..
Expectations, none...
Patience, enough...
Known in theory, applied in practice...

Is it always about you...
So, till you decide...
I will keep my rose tinted glasses on...
The same ones with the slight cracks in them...
Hoping and wishing...
Not to add another crack...
But even if it does get added...
It doesn't change the fact that...
My glasses are still rose tinted... :)