I feel...

For once in my life…

… I leave worry behind.

… I truly go with the flow.

… I’m not scared.

… I don’t worry about tomorrow.

… I know something is going right.

… I feel needed.

… I know I’m missed.

… I know the meaning of aching for someone.

… I feel taken care of.

… I feel thought of.

… I feel alive.

… I feel.

Smile

Its one of those days, when I've been thinking back over the last seven or eight years. Going through my photos on Facebook, trying to feel something about the journey I've made.

The one thing that has been constant, has been me smiling.

Smiling through all experiences.
Smiling through all my travels.
Smiling through all the times spent with loved ones... and others.
Smiling through the misunderstandings.
Smiling through the mistakes.
Smiling in success and in failure.
Smiling with family and friends.
Smiling no matter what the situation.
Smiling no matter what the emotion it was that I really felt.
Smiling through the sorrows along with the joys.
Smiling cause its all that I could really do.

But through it all, when I look back today... It is the one thing that stayed, didn't changed and no matter how hard I thought it was at that time, it is the one thing that pulled me through. Gave me more strength than I could imagine.

Smile through it all... Celebrate life and try not to pay heed to anything that gets you down. Its hard, but it helps... and try to be there, smiling for others, for everyone has an ongoing battle of their own.

Smile through it all... 

Logic and Emotion

So, I haven't really written in a long time, but there are certain things in my head that need to make their way out. Not sure how it helps, or even if it makes for a good read, but I guess I need to just get some thoughts out of my system.

Sometimes, life takes its own path... You feel like you're in control, but really, deep down, you know that the things happening around, the pace and everything is just, happening. You're merely 'going with the flow'. Not 'consciously' going with the flow... But just flowing.

Recently, I've made some changes to my life. I believe that they are for the best. I know that the changes I made were needed. Long over due rather. And finally, that I got the courage to do what I had to, and there was a HUGE change in energies around me. All around me. In the silliest and most amazing ways.

Normally, with everything in life, I am driving by emotion, but logic plays a huge factor and does prevail most times. Logic is good to have. I've been hearing that a lot lately. But when it comes to two people, I believe it can't be logical. Two people never fit 100%, logic doesn't always prevail when it comes to two people, their thoughts and emotions. Logically examined and thought through relationships cannot sustain themselves. There has to be a different factor driving it. Love! Love, as an emotion, is never really logical. Having said that, even if not a 100%, sometimes, somethings just fit. And not having an explanation for it, isn't such a bad thing.

I really needed a reminder of who I really am/was, and I recently got one in the most amazing manner.  I had kinda forgotten along the way over the past year and a half.

And now, I can't help but wonder about a few things...

What does one do when...

... You meet someone who reminds you so much of yourself.
... You know you're so different from each other, yet so alike.
... You know that there is something inexplainable in that bond.
... You feel an intense acceleration in 'your' evolution. Whether or not you want it.
... You feel like there was a purpose behind this crossing of paths.
... You have an eternal sense of knowing. Mind, body and soul.
... You feel like there is something unspeakably familiar and beautiful in your hearts.
... You have overly obnoxious levels of comfort in any and every sense.
... You feel peace and/or chaos at the same time.
... You know it wont be easy, but you seem to think it will be worth it.

What does one do...?

My best bet would be to go with the flow, be in the moment, no matter how hard it is to do that, and take it a step at a time. Logic tells me that! But really, everything is being driven by emotion... Right? :)