I'm feeling... I don't really know what I'm feeling...!

I decided now that I have the time... I'm going to fill in my blog spot!

Just a glimpse of what is on my mind as of now!

Here I am sitting in my own house... Something I have been looking forward to do in SO long now...
In my room, in my house... with my dog... and the girls...
But something just doesn't feel right...

Something is either different or missing. I can't quite put my finger on it.
I don't know if I am feeling scared, upset, happy.... I really for once don't know...!

There are SO many things to look forward to.. and I am really happy to be back here.. (i think!) But still I feel like there is something missing...

What part of me have I lost of misplaced.. That's making me feel lost in my own territory...
Has it been that long that I feel like this is not mine anymore...??
Or is it just that its been SO long and change always brings strange feelings along with it...
????

Anyhow... Just something on my mind... and the time to pen it down!
:)