A new phase...

I look back and it bleeds...
I think of anything, and it bleeds...
It's a new phase in life I guess... It needs to bleed...
Bleed out the bad and bring in the good...
Whoever said this would be easy?
Whoever told you this is what it was meant to be...
It's things in life that teach us what and how and when and where and the most important one, WHY...
We need the answer to these...
Or else we bleed...
Sitting here at night, away from any sleep...
All I can feel is that bleed...
I need to be able to keep my focus right...
But the lack of blood makes me dizzy... and all I feel is the bleed...

I don't mean to sound grey... But I know it comes through...
I need strength to see this through...
As many of you knew...
It wasn't I who was the fool it was he...
It is not my loss but it is yours...
Just hope its not too late before you see it...
Once I leave I'm gone... It's time for me to take life head on...
Its time for me to see a new phase...
If not with you then with someone who'll go through the maze...
The maze of life with me as you see...
Standing there by my side through it all...