Appreciation...

It is such a good thing... Makes you feel like you are something and are capable of something...

There are always 2 ways of making a point... The positive way and the blah way...

Its just the way the you are that makes such a difference...

The can-do attitude helps no matter how old and boring and painful that may sound.

Yes be pessimistic to a certain level or always balance things out... But just be nice! :)

Appreciation and encouragement I believe play a big part in making us who we are and making us better people!

From a simple loving wake up call instead of a scream or shout out of bed!

To being told you were missed one day... Knowing that you're being thought of... You're on someones mind...

To have someone concerned for you and you for someone else...

Forms such a support system for one without even knowing it...!!!

Another thing... perfectly enough a really nice song has just come on...

Yeh Tumhari Meri Baatein from the movie Rock On!

Thinking of this song on a bigger scale... Apart from the relationship angle... :)

Just so happy! That's how we should be :)

Bas, now that all from me for now! :) xox

Careless, Carefree Catch up sessions!

Careless carefree catch up sessions...

They are just the thing that is needed from time to time! :)

Endless hours of gabbing to glory...

Most making some sense, some not...

Laughing uncontrollably at the silliest of things...

Laughing at your own self and your shortcomings...

Laughing at life and its ways, good or bad...

Forgetting the world and living in the moment...

In the hope of reliving this as a memory in the future...

Realising who is yours...

Realising a lot about you...

Learning new things...

Learning new things about your own wants...

Putting a finger on what it is you've been thinking of or trying to figure out about yourself lately...

Oh what joy... little joys of life that make us 'us'...

Make us remember what we're forgetting...

Trying to make something of our lives...

But forgetting what makes us 'us' in the bargain!

I recommend it to all... Time to yourself...

Time with yourself...

Time with people you connect with...

Time with people you love! Its just what is needed to put things back in perspective...

:)

Staring out the window...

So here I am... at work, trying to get things done, taking it a little slower than normal... Staring out the window on my left... Totally BLANK! I look at the grey sky... and the buildings around... and I can't seem to think of a thing...

I feel totally numb... Don't really know why... but I feel the need to just be curled up in my blanket with a book or crying to make myself get over with emotions and just get back to normal...

I look back at times and see myself in happier times... and wonder what was so different then...

Is this what life is about now? Is this what being a grown up means? Is this what we work for? To go to bed at night and wonder where the thrill in my day was? This is not me... This is not what I want...

How do I get that back is the question... That's a journey that I'm taking and will get to the destination only when I'm destined to...

That's why I wonder why we don't have a heads up to life sometimes... :) I just need something to look forward to ... Something I know will make my day better no matter what...

Just as we think we're getting into a comfortable zone... Poof, the cloud of smoke comes up and you realise that its not true. If only it were THAT easy :)

ANyhow, its time for me to snap back into reality... a new reality to me... Not my reality... Not where I really want to be... back to being carefree... BEing myself, being there for others the way I was... The same me who was in touch with everyone and crazy enough to not care about anything when I wanted to talk to someone, see them or just surprise them :)

Well as anyone else would, I wait and see where, when and how I get there... :)

This is me, off for now!

Is it me??

The feeling is the same... Every time around...

When you start feeling like you're there...

It is the world that moves... the shaking ground...

If only sometimes you knew why things happened...

If only sometimes we could do things so...

So that a new phase of life gets started and you know...

Or at least think you know where to go!

Why does it take so long...

Why does the world seem so wrong...

All one really wants is to be happy and be able to share the same with someone...

I have it all here by the looks of things...

Nothing to be afraid of...

Nothing to want more...

It all seems just right...

And yet it doesn't feel so....

How do I know when I'm happy? How do I know when I think its okay...

Is life just a big fat lie, so is it a mountain of hay?

I try so hard to say its okay...

I try so hard to feel that way...

What is it that makes me wonder so much...

What is it that keeps me here...

Why was it that I came back...

Why was it that I lost track...

Some answers I will never get...

But a life that I need to set...

Lord give me the strenghth to be myself...

Give my the will to find my own...

Help me make me and make my happy...

That's all I ask for in a small sort of way...

With all the love around me...

With all the love that surrounds me...

With all the love that I have to give...

Happiness is a small ball of string that I need to play with...