Is it me??

The feeling is the same... Every time around...

When you start feeling like you're there...

It is the world that moves... the shaking ground...

If only sometimes you knew why things happened...

If only sometimes we could do things so...

So that a new phase of life gets started and you know...

Or at least think you know where to go!

Why does it take so long...

Why does the world seem so wrong...

All one really wants is to be happy and be able to share the same with someone...

I have it all here by the looks of things...

Nothing to be afraid of...

Nothing to want more...

It all seems just right...

And yet it doesn't feel so....

How do I know when I'm happy? How do I know when I think its okay...

Is life just a big fat lie, so is it a mountain of hay?

I try so hard to say its okay...

I try so hard to feel that way...

What is it that makes me wonder so much...

What is it that keeps me here...

Why was it that I came back...

Why was it that I lost track...

Some answers I will never get...

But a life that I need to set...

Lord give me the strenghth to be myself...

Give my the will to find my own...

Help me make me and make my happy...

That's all I ask for in a small sort of way...

With all the love around me...

With all the love that surrounds me...

With all the love that I have to give...

Happiness is a small ball of string that I need to play with...