Friday, September 2, 2011

Feeling safe... Feeling at peace... My safe place...!

I have had 6 night of no sleep... I have been walking around, going to work and living life more or less like a zombie this week. I happened to have 15 mins of peace and calm in the middle somewhere I feel safe and secure...
I felt the need to be there again so bad, but knew that it wasn't really going to happen. However, the universe was kind and heard me out...

Today I didn't get very much time, but whatever little time I got in my safe place, was enough to rejuvenate me. For the first time in 7 days... actually the second time in so many days, I was in a place, where I felt happy, peaceful, calm, safe and just ME. You know there are times when you feel like you 'belong' somewhere... A place which you can call your own, a place where you are happy, at peace with yourself and everything under the sun... And more than anything, a place where you're safe. Where you know nothing can get to you, hurt you, harm you... I've found my place... Unfortunately... I can't always call it mine, and I can't be there when I want just yet... BUT, the way I feel when I am there... I know that it is MY place and MINE alone! It will be mine soon enough! Whether anyone knows it, feels it or not!

Anyhow... I think that life is short... and a recent incident made me realise that if I were to go tomorrow, I would have no regrets what at all... But maybe a wish for more time just to spend in my special place! :) Today, I was over taken by emotion, just by having alone time and being in the place I wanted to be in so bad. It made all the difference in what I had been going through these past few days...

Point of the blog... find a space where you belong, a place where you can be you... a place where the world could not seem like a safer place. Live in it as much as you can... Make it live in you more and more each day! Cherish it and be at peace...
<3

2 comments:

S.V. said...

Nice blog and...subtle thoughts....Kudos!

Rhea Malvai said...

Thank you... I just lay it out as it comes...