Saturday, September 15, 2007

Right Here Right Now... my feelings!

As I sit here and wonder about my tomorrow... I am as confused as a little baby who's gotten lost.
But someone told me not to worry, things will straighten themselves out...
For some reason, that brought me some calm inside... Where there was a great storm building up.
Sometimes I feel like I've gone through it all in life. There isn't much more in this phase left for me...
The first phase of studying, working, being able to stand on your own feet and take care of others... ! The partying, the drinking... all that is done.. been going on for a long while....
Family life comes next ! ;)

Jokes apart... Who knows what is in store for us and our tomorrows... The past has happened, the future is what we hope for... But these are two things that we really don't have control on. Living in the present is how I would like to live. This is not always easy I have to admit. After all these years or practice our minds are soo used to living in the past or the future. But I'm sure I'll be able to see this through and train myself to live in the present!

2 comments:

Life!! said...

There is a sadness in what you write and that is so unlike the chirpy, bubbly you...but you know what...this sadness and the adversity helps bring up many a strengths in oneself...those that u are not aware of yourself.

Loved the thought that came up in this blog--Live in the present...in the moment..but truly so its one of the most difficult things to do...I worry about the future all the time..

But as you and I believe- "whatever happens happens for the best"

There is another thing I believe in and say it to those who I care about-
GOD gives you answers in 3 ways:
He says "YES"
And gives you what you want

He says "NO"
And gives you something better

He says "WAIT"
And gives you the best

You have a lot more to see in life Rhea :) lots to do :)
Much more love to experience and get many who love you...

.........and Thanks.........

Rhea Malvai said...

thanks for what! :)
thank you for this! and i know exactly what you're saying!
xox