Saturday, October 31, 2015

Head vs Heart... yet again.

Sometimes... I wonder what I'm thinking... That's the thing, maybe I'm not thinking... Maybe I am the person who just goes with a gut feel. I do try and make some sense of things in my head... But mostly I think I'm driven by my gut...

Clearly there are two kinds of people... Head vs Heart... The successful ones are those who can use both, close to equally, to make choices and decisions. But sometimes... I think you just have to go with it... Go with a feeling... No matter what the outcome. Be prepared for the worst, but hope for the best.

I think I am also hopelessly optimistic... And that also comes from my gut... When it comes from there I know I have enough to push me enough to see me through any situation... No matter how hard... How I have grown to become this person I don't know. I look back and I know I have worked really hard to be here today... But how do I translate that and use it to help things, situations and people around? Other than lead by example...? I guess patience is still a lesson that hasn't been completed with me...

One thing that I still need to get to being... patient... I think most people think I am very patient... But I know the truth of it... I still have a long way to go....

Anyway, just a rant... Needed to get it out. Currently in a point in life where I don't know exactly where everything is headed. I know where I'd like it to go, but then again... the motto has always been Que Sera Sera...


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