You are someone who's known me the longest... yet you know soo little...
You are the one I look upto... yet you make me feel ever so small...
You are the one I love and respect... yet you hurt me by saying things...
You are the one who wants the best for me... yet you're not ready to listen to support me to something that might bring me happiness...
You are the one who wants things as of yesterday... yet you can't do the same for me...
You are the one who loves me unconditionally... yet doesn't have the patience for me...
You over bar me... you bring out my dark side...
I need you to understand... that its time to let go...
its time you see my point of view... Its time you let me make my own mistakes...
There are so many negatives in this equation... 2:1 never worked well for me...
but unconditionally I love you still.
4 comments:
growth pangs huh? One thing i must tell you.... parents are invariably right, even if we think that they are not...
hey babes....don't sound so distraught!
truly these are growth pangs... it happens...
but remember its from her that u have learnt all your basics, your values...and yes she has the right to be jittery about letting u fly..she needs to have that confidence that this/any mistake(s) will not leave you hurt in a manner that'll scar you for life..she will let u make mistakes only to that exent...
she has the right doesn't she...?
while you too have the right to live your life...not yet on your own terms completely but to a large extent yes...
i wish i knew what this tug of war was all about and hope have not been shootig completely in the dark...pardon me if am intruding...
but do cheer up!
you guys are of course spot on...
and both of you have the right to tell me.. so dont talk about intruding...
i know its hard.. but its been a long time you know...
i know its a phase... i only feel like this once in a blue moon... but i just needed to vent!
i understand baby.. it happens with me even now!!! so:) ... this is actually the best place to let it go!
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