*Missings, feelings, ramblings*

Being strong is something great... its a power we all possess in different amounts...
Just a few lines I want to pen down... thinking out loud of a feeling that goes by every now and then!

I wake up in the morning, to think of you,
The last dream I remember, was obviously with you,
Checking my phone a zillion times a day,
To try and see if you think of me and miss me the same way.

Its time for me to be strong,
I know I have the will to go on,
But all I wish for from time to time,
Is the feeling to know that one day you will be mine.

Not a day goes by without thinking of you,
Not a thing passes me, without reminding me of you,
I don't know if I have ever felt this way before,
But its a feeling that right now, I'm not sure I adore...

I always smile at the thought of your face,
That naughty smile, those glittering eyes and your warm embrace,
The chirpy hugs, kisses and attention I'd get before,
Now those are feelings I do and always will adore!

I miss you asking about me,
Expressing how you feel, without being weird,
Miss being told how much I'm missed,
Being held without being feared.

I keep myself busy and try to stay calm,
Without you though, that feeling sets off an alarm,
I am so amazed at myself for feeling this way,
Don't know if its a weak way of being, or a new, strong ray.

So today I ask for the courage to be,
A stronger, more patient and happier me,
To make my will go on longer and stronger,
Waiting for you and thinking of memories and times, to which I grow so much more fonder...